Some days I feel like the world is against me. And the second thought I always have is, how do you fight the world?
I wish I could stand here and tell you "it's just one day! Only one bad day! Tomorrow will be better!" But that isn't always true. I won't stand here and lie to you.
I started this blog to express myself. Typically what I post is thoughtful and kind words that someone might need to hear, or be interested in. This one might be diffrent.
Tonight im going to describe what it's like when the world is in the opposite corner.
Sometimes it feels like simply a dark cloud hanging over you. You feel sad, maybe alone. You fall asleep a little later then normal that night, but the next day you are feeling just fine.
Other times, it's like the world has beat you, and beat you and beat you into a tiny ball of sadness and loneliness. These days, it is a lot harder to get up in the morning. You know how that day is going to go as soon as your eyes open. These days can go one if two ways. You wake up early, force yourself out of bed, and fall asleep late that night. Or you sleep through the entire day, and waste away the daylight as you attempt to sleep the sickness out of your mind.
Most of these days you come to learn that you can't fight the world, but the world will always fight you.
I wish this this was more inspiriational, but I'm not exactly sure how to do that.
Just as a reminder for everyone - the world doesn't have to win, but you won't win every battle. Life is hard.
Aftet re-reading what I have written, I questioned exactly why I wrote it. And I know that I am not the only one who feels like this sometimes. I also know that sometimes it feels like you are alone, and I hope this is simply a reminder that you aren't, and some people understand.